Well, so many times I said that I'll let go of her. And where am I now? I don't know...somewhere between "Fuck you" and "Love you". Meanwhile I WANT this whole thing to end, so that it's over and I don't have to think about it every single day. If at least she would say that she don't want this friendship, it would so much easier. And one day she's wuite cool, the next she's desperate to see me. Yes, I'm a little cofused... Someday I'll let go...