So, this day was...interesting... I've lost my best friend... I knew that this would happen for such a long time, so I exspected it and I'm not so depressed about it... Well, but it feels like a mistake, cause she was all I had. She still says that she doesn't really know, what she's feeling for me, but enough is enough, so I ended it, even if I love her. It was quite difficult, and I'm still not sure, if it was the right thing... Nevermind, I'll see the next days/weeks...

Have a nice day...